there are a lot of things that are bothering me like
1. i am in love with this boy who i think is straight
2. i am stressing over school like crazy and #1 isn't helping any
3. my family is stressing me out
4. everything is stressing me out
5. i am getting little sleep!
6. i am ALWAYS cranky
7. i am always mad or thinks someone is annoying at school and then i get a attitude and i feel bad

I really do not think i have what it takes to be at IBECHS because Ive never had this much of a struggle it is annoying

why???

why is everyone so fudgeing depressed i mean dang we in highskool and a few of us will be in college in 2 years i mean come on it is pretty sad if you ask me lol peace yalll :) <3 :D :] <3

volunteering time

Thursday is my Official first day of volunteering for my school and im SSOOOO excited so yea then a week from today i have orentation for two days so im excited so yeaaaa then school is the week after so ima be really busy

Shes back WOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we are finally talking to each other so hopefully we can be friends again my summer has finally took a turn for the best plus with the new school im so happy right now can't wait for school !!!!!!!!!!!

hate

i hate my life im never going out with anyone ever again

sick

sorry i haven't posted in a while i been very sick ttyl

uggghhhh

aparently im really annoying and ugh girls are hard to deal with......

good and bad days

Im so happy but im also sad because I got into issac bear but it would be better if danielle went their to but she probally wont she really wants to go to WECHS so it is her choice I mean i can't stop her because I love her and it would make her upset if she knew how i really felt inside so i put a smile on my face and be happy for her i will love and support her no matter what she wants to do with her life :( now if she wants to be a stripper that is were i would put my foot down lol but she doesnt so i dont have to worry :(

-Brandon

school life

Date-4/16/10 mood-sad a little happy but mostly i wanna cry

Today I learned a lot people backstabbers wars are ended you lose friends u help a friend with a problem u got to go to school clubs u learn how to be better Christians all when all u really wanna do is go home and cry until u can't anymore I also found out middle school is so over whelming I am really glad I have the friends and the girlfriend I have to help me through this tough time my prayers go to anyone dealing with this stuff and just think we have to do this till the end of high school I don't know if I can handle it though but I know there will always be ruff times but then the light will shine through if u give your problems to god and let him help you out. I have been wanting to cry so freaking much this year I don't know what to do with myself anymore I have a friend who cut herself and I told the Principal and she thanked me for telling I was not expecting that because I thought she was going to yell and be mad but she wasn't so at least she is going to get help please pray for me god knows I need it god bless to you all.

-Brandon

life suxx

i hate fake ass people who say they are your friends date you then they say your fat a big fat green lime and she say she only dated you because she felt sorry for you i mean there is somethin messed up about that what is even more messed up is there was a group formed around us and nobody defended or helped me sides my gf i <3 you gurl but its like omg if it where me then i would help them i mean ya know..... oh well.... i mean it really hurt me when she said all that :( :( :( :( idk what to do bout it tho she used to be my beastie but now she dont mean shit to meidk i g2g to bed night all

april 14 2010

it has been about a week since my 2 month anniversry :D im so happy i gave her a promis ring to show how much i love her <3 <3 <3 pretty much all our teachers know besides a few like peebles the meany oh welll only a few weeks woooo thenn high schooolllllll yesssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ily danielleeeeee *kisses*

Monday, February 8, 2010

well today me and this girll no name will be mentioned decided we like each other and i mean we aint goin out (yet) *maniacal laugh* but we do like each other so i think i might get her and she is really nice and stuff so thats good i got my ears pirced peopl think im gay im like im not i got in a fight with my friend. and she sayin i call her names yea right haha well ima get off here peace

Sunday, February 7, 2010

is anyone reading this or am i just wasting my time i feel like i am and if someone is id love to hear some feedback....

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Mood-depressed Time-11:44 Date-2/6/10 For- who ever wants to read


Ok ive been a little down lately mainly cuz I feel unlove and really really lonely idk why? Beacuse im usually really happy and I don't mind being single cuz it happens. But I see all these people who find the love of their lifes. But here I sit on a saturday night on a stupid computer and it bothers me so much. I don't know maybe im overreacting but I don't want to be alone forever and there are all the "people" I like and I know I can't have them ohwell im just destine to be alone and uhappy forever i guess.....

-Brandon

Monday, January 18, 2010

the bet i made!!!!
ok so i made a bet with my parents that if i dont eat/drink for 48hours yes 2 days i get $100 if not i have to clean my room for 2 weeks so ill keep yall posted!!! wish me luckkk!!!!! i didnnt make it :( oh well my sugar got low so ya knoe....

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Ok im staying home from school today because i didn't get to sleep till 3 am last nite. Haha so I thought id make a blogg bout whats been goin on. Well I haven't sleept good in monthes but it got worse this week. I don't know why maybe it's because i have been thinking about this girl.....in my class.......that.......I......LIKE. Hahaha but yea I like him but he don't like me:( so maybe thats why who knows hahaha well ima go get some sleep so nightt.


-Brandon Long

what i hate the most about middle school

What I hate the most about middle school specifically 8th grade is all the fake ass people who say their your friends and turn out to back stab you. I also hate the boreing mean teachers who complain bout how they can't keep a boyfriend. It's like I wonder why you can't keep a damn boyfriend it's because your mean as the devil himself. And as for the work they teach you stuff you'll never use I mean damn do you really think we have nothing better to do than be stuck at school all day with barely ANYTHING to eat don't even get me started on school lunch haha ok im done ranting so thanx or listening

-Brandon Long
January 5th 2010

january 5th 2010

Hey All this is brandon AKA Brandon this is my first bloggg *Woooo!!!!!* haha well lets get down to buisness well lets see what happened today well i was soooo tired cuz i went to bed at 11:30 late nite woke up at 1:30 then i cudnt fall asleep again till 2:30 or so so i was fine till my 3rd block so ima bout to pass out and i go to the bathroom and text my mom shes like no u have to stay so i make it through lunch and i go to math class im fine till the last 30 minutes and i fall asleep while my boreing math teacher teaches NO ONE WAKES ME UP WHILE IM SNOREING so when i woke up i was talking to my friend she was like you know you were snoreing right im like OMG NO WAY she said yepp i was like and u didnt wake me up why? she said because it was funny so im thinking i wonder how many people heard or saw me and that was so embarrassing so ima go to bed earlier tonight and pray it doesnt happen tomorrow but on the up hand ime get checked out thursday and friday b4 i go to her class *Woooo!!!!!!* so ima get goin peace out lotta love