ugh...boys...school...mentor...whats new?

there is A LOT of shit going on right now and it is REALLY over whelming like i have so many projects on top of PILES of homework i get so stressed out i just don't do it so then i get a bad grade and im like damn i need to do better and it is so omfg im going to scream if this doesn't stop then i get so lonely cuz i don't have a boyfriend to cry to and it makes me sad so i end up crying alone or to make my self fall asleep and it gets EVEN WORSE when the dude i like spends the night like tonight and i just want to confess how much i am in LOVE with him but he has a girlfriend so im like damn i can't do this he will NEVER be my friend again so i just have to smile and be happy except the night after i met him he made me so upset i finally just gave in and started crying three of my BEST gal pal's comforted me and it turns out it was all a misunderstanding and he is ALWAYS flirting with me so it makes me feel SOO FREAKING BAD...... so as of right now my life sucks all because of boys and school :( life sucks but on the bright side i got a mentor at school and he is so nice and cute and omg but i know i cant date him,
1. because he is over 18 and ya know
2. he is at college so all the college girls
3. idk if he gay
4. he wouldnt go for me
5-10. he is my MENTOR
whats new is ive started playin tennis and hopin to lose weight and stuff an we got a puppy that is annoying the f**k out of me.

bye yall

in cpu class, valentines day

ok so last night me and this Boy started talking,s thanks to one of my friends and i have started to like him A FREAKING LOT and he is all like you know we can't even kiss if we go out (he is 17) and im like it is a year an a half and he is all i can't controll my labedo and im like seriously and he was5 like yea and i was like well nvm then he said sorry im like it ok and that is how we left it. but im having my bff talk to him for me so idk if i will get him or if i won't. plus it is valentines day and i hate life right now cuz i don't have a boyfriend and it makes me depreased well thats all for today :)