sick

sorry i haven't posted in a while i been very sick ttyl

uggghhhh

aparently im really annoying and ugh girls are hard to deal with......

good and bad days

Im so happy but im also sad because I got into issac bear but it would be better if danielle went their to but she probally wont she really wants to go to WECHS so it is her choice I mean i can't stop her because I love her and it would make her upset if she knew how i really felt inside so i put a smile on my face and be happy for her i will love and support her no matter what she wants to do with her life :( now if she wants to be a stripper that is were i would put my foot down lol but she doesnt so i dont have to worry :(

-Brandon

school life

Date-4/16/10 mood-sad a little happy but mostly i wanna cry

Today I learned a lot people backstabbers wars are ended you lose friends u help a friend with a problem u got to go to school clubs u learn how to be better Christians all when all u really wanna do is go home and cry until u can't anymore I also found out middle school is so over whelming I am really glad I have the friends and the girlfriend I have to help me through this tough time my prayers go to anyone dealing with this stuff and just think we have to do this till the end of high school I don't know if I can handle it though but I know there will always be ruff times but then the light will shine through if u give your problems to god and let him help you out. I have been wanting to cry so freaking much this year I don't know what to do with myself anymore I have a friend who cut herself and I told the Principal and she thanked me for telling I was not expecting that because I thought she was going to yell and be mad but she wasn't so at least she is going to get help please pray for me god knows I need it god bless to you all.

-Brandon

life suxx

i hate fake ass people who say they are your friends date you then they say your fat a big fat green lime and she say she only dated you because she felt sorry for you i mean there is somethin messed up about that what is even more messed up is there was a group formed around us and nobody defended or helped me sides my gf i <3 you gurl but its like omg if it where me then i would help them i mean ya know..... oh well.... i mean it really hurt me when she said all that :( :( :( :( idk what to do bout it tho she used to be my beastie but now she dont mean shit to meidk i g2g to bed night all

april 14 2010

it has been about a week since my 2 month anniversry :D im so happy i gave her a promis ring to show how much i love her <3 <3 <3 pretty much all our teachers know besides a few like peebles the meany oh welll only a few weeks woooo thenn high schooolllllll yesssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ily danielleeeeee *kisses*