College and my last year at IBECHS

So it has been a really long time since I last wrote and a lot of things have changed such as the other day I got so desperate that I made a fake Facebook account with a fake name and picture, The I sent a friend request to myself and put myself in a relationship with my "boyfriend" then I started feeling really guilty and ashamed so I took it down I only told my four best friends....I would have told Danielle but I never see her and she is never on Facebook and she never texts me and she is hardly ever at the bus stop in the mornings anymore....I really wish I could have talked to her about it...On a somewhat brighter note this is my last year at IBECHS next year I will be in college..it feels so surreal to think how just a short 1 1/2 ago I was a little freshman who did not know what to do with himself and now I am a sophomore picking college classes...I was talking to my mom and I have been dead set that I will be a lawyer but now I am questioning it because I had wanted to be a doctor but I figured I did not have the stomach for it. Now I kinda want to be a Surgeon but the whole lawyer thing is still my dream I just wonder if it is going to be really boring but I am in teen court so I knew what it is like I am just so confused on what I want to do. But what I do know is that I am going to be a lawyer even if I want to be a surgeon that is just a phase because I have wanted to be a lawyer for three years now...I am kinda sad that this is my last year here but I am also excited that I will be 16 and in college because that usually does not happen...I am going to miss a lot of my friends so hopefully we can get together and hang next year and I hope we get at least one class together...I will miss SOME no very few freshman but the ones that I do like I will miss.... and the ones I hate are the ones that don't do anything and to them I wish them luck on their future endeavors. Thanks for listening.... Brandon